tears in colors

yaa.. semacam airmata..

unfinished

"mine is simple, because less is more"

pencil on paper

ini gambar sebenernya udah lama bgt, sebelum UN, baru sempet foto dan upload. yaaa gue kalo mau moto emang minjem hp mama dulu, karna dengan kebodohan gue kamera henfon gue kasih air dan bersihin pake cotton bud, bukan nya bersih malah jadi burem.jangan ditiru yaa :P hmm jadi inilah dia gambarnya, lebih garang dari aslinya hahaha salah bikin alis. dan bibirnya juga kaya love kebalik gitu. masih perlu banyak sekali latihan. 

i wanna be forever young

its may 16th now, in 50 days i'm turning 18. whaaaat ? 18?? i feel old. i don't wanna grow up, really. when someone ask my age, and i answer 17. i feel old. the perfect age is 16 for sure. not too young and not too old also. sort off cant accept the fact. and what a shame in my 17 years of life .. i'm still nothing.but one day.. one day in the future my family, friends will proud of me, i'll do my best to reach what i want. my dream.

they'll say:

"hey, she's my friend, ikha. i'm so proud of her"

paintpaintpaint

feels like finally i know who i am, me. by painting this way, idont know why but i don't like to use skin color when i paint it, and i like that scary creepy look, well,okay some friends said its scared them. but i like it btw.. so who cares?

to be continue..

tada, some people say its scary, and some say its cool, and i think its both, kinda scary but in cool way hahahah you know what i mean? hope so, mm i paint it without sketching. yes. i directly paint it in my skecthbook . idontknow, acting like a pro. hahahahaah

babu-ing

so yesterday i woke up at 11.30 am maybe, its still morning isn't it? idk, its holiday. and i have nothing to do. i look around my room and realize,... how messy it is.. especially my desk, i've took a a photo of it so you can see it below. hm i think i don't need my school's book anymore, so i throw all of it, oh, some advice, if you're not the kind of person who love to study, do not buy too much book. if in the end you never read it. like what i did... there's so many books that i don't even know that i have it and when i buy it ! oh my.. i'd rather save the money and buy some brushes.. what a waste. so there's some space in my desk now. horaay so i re-organize my desk, here's the photos

before

after

that's a lot of books huh? yaaa, i spent most of my money on books, i rarely buy clothes or whatever. just books. and i just know that some of my books is missing ! huhuhuhu its kinda upset me :( so sad.. but i cant remember who's borrowed it from me. theres nothing i could do. yaa, it is. so, the end

suddenly.. everything has change..

udah banyak yang berubah tanpa gue sadari, salah satunya tadi gue abis baca post2 gue dari pertama dulu bikin blog. dulu impian gue itu masuk FK unand, stay here, padang. skarang gue jadinya kuliahnya insyaallah di binus, jakarta. dulu gue kemana2 make rok. skarang hampir gak pernah lagi make rok. dulu rambut gue panjang. skarang pendek. itu cuma sebagian kecil dari perubahan2 yang bisa dilihat. masih ada juga perubahan2 lain. gak kerasa aja gitu.. skarang gue sedang nunggu status kelulusan gue dari sma. dan emang banyak yang berubah. 

liat2 foto2 lama bareng temen temen. post2an lama gue yang isinya cerita tentang mereka, i miss those old time with them. gue kangen temen2 sekolah gue yang dulu. jaman2 kompak2 banget dulu. ketawa2, becnda, main uno, jalan2 bareng. rebutan bekal, kangen ..

ada hal hal yang seharusnya gak terjadi dan malah terjadi. akibatnya semua berubah. harusnya gak begitu. harusnya itu.. hmm yaa yang udah terjadi gak bisa diubah lagi. but honestly i miss you my highshool friends. truly i do. gue pengen ngumpul lagi. kaya dulu. 

my lullaby

my current playlist when i'm about going to sleep,enjoy :D

1. rosi golan ft william - hazy (my favorite  ♥  ♥ )

2. birdy - skinny love (bon iver cover)

3. ed sheeran - kiss me

4. ingrid michaelson - be OK

5. kimya dawson - so nice so smart

6. rachael yamagata - be be loved